It really has been a rough couple of weeks. I can't seem to get back on track since Timmy's death, even though Matthew and I have made a few family decisions that should really have propelled me on my way, but they haven't. I've been struggling with everything in life coming at me at once and I can't seem to get a handle on it.
Matthew and I decided we would start trying for a baby in March when we get home from vacation. By then I need to be down at least another 70 pounds. That means I really need to refocus and get on this. I think I was making a few unrealistic goals with working out, but I'm going to take it down to three to four times per week. This way I don't beat myself up because I missed a workout, but I'm still going to put in a lot of work to make it happen. Once I have a full set of workouts (Shoulders and back, biceps and Triceps, legs, and core) I'll be able to schedule my workouts in a way to get everything in.
I'm really excited for this next step in our lives and the next few months are really going to show the commitment I have towards having a happy and healthy family.
<3 Mel
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